From: lishablog	Date: January 27th, 2009 10:10 pm (UTC)		(Link)

Oooooh yeah! I know without a shadow of a doubt that nearly all of my actions in the last two years have been based on fall out from the ouch of a huge mistake that I made nearly three years ago. Well... mistake? I can frame it in several ways, actually, but the results of my actions and choices hurt lots, even if they did lead to some good stuff a little while down the line. I can't just make the mistake-fear go away because I know about the good things that came along eventually, though. The big, bad ouches were too big and too bad to just let go that easily!