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Mark Atwood
fallenpegasus
fallenpegasus
(swiped from julzerator)



15 Years Ago, I:
  • was twenty years old, and working as a religious volunteer.
  • was living in Alaska.
  • was buffeted with crisis's of faith.
  • was learning to live on my own.
  • had already been on the internet.


10 Years Ago, I:
  • was married for 2 years, and starting to wonder if it was a good idea.
  • graduated from university, finally.
  • worked for a small military contractor, and then a smaller network firm.
  • watched the internet explode under me.


5 Years Ago, I:
  • just about to turn 30, which hit hard.
  • living in Boston, just about to move to Seattle.
  • was very depressed and angry.
  • on the home stretch of helping my spouse thru school.
  • met a wonderful person who very much enjoyed being with, thought we knew that we could never be traditionally "together".


3 Years Ago, I:
  • was living in Seattle, near Ballard.
  • had just started taking piano lessons.
  • had just quit at F5, I hated being a software tester.
  • was separating from my spouse.
  • finally found a therapist I liked and trusted who wasn't just some middle-class middle-America middle-aged straight white woman with a prescription pad.


1 Year Ago, I:
  • had moved to Kirkland, to have a short commute.
  • was working at Digeo (which I still am).
  • had just started working out lifting weights with a personal trainer.
  • was paying for chemotherapy for one of my cats.


Yesterday, I:
  • woke up after sleeping overnight in the parking lot at my workplace.
  • worked til 7pm, logging 14 hours for the day.
  • almost finished the project of the week. (I would have finished, if I could have done it all myself).
  • washed the dirty dishes and dirty clothes.
  • stayed up too late playing with my new computer.


Today, I:
  • slept until noon, after promising friends I would come help them starting in late morning.
  • cussed at ATTWS, `cause my cellphone wasnt working.
  • drove fast down I405.
  • helped them dump 1000 lbs of trash, junk, and yard waste.
  • soaked at Tubs Seattle.


Tomorrow, I:
  • wake up on their guest futon.
  • enjoy homemade scones for breakfast.
  • stick a needle into one of my cats.
  • maybe work some more.
  • go to bed before it's too late?


Top Musicians Lately:
  • soundtrack to Moulin Rouge
  • VNV Nation, "Holding On" and "Genesis"
  • NIN, "Closer"
  • Widelife, "All Things"
  • random mixes on C89.5fm


Bad Habits I Have
  • procrastination
  • staying up late and sleeping in
  • not doing things, goofing off


Interests at the moment:
  • skydiving
  • fiddling with my computer
  • looking at geeky pretty people


TV Shows I Like:
  • Clean Sweep
  • Mythbusters
  • Queer Eye
  • Teen Titans
  • Justice League
  • Samurai Jack
  • Duck Dodgers


Places I've Lived:
  • Salt Lake City, UT
  • Moscow, ID
  • Houghton, MI
  • Kings Mountain, NC
  • all over AK
  • Boston, MA
  • Seattle, WA


My Biggest Worries at the Moment:
  • debts
  • getting time off work for all the things I have planned this year
  • loneliness
  • that I seem unable to make myself do things I know I can


My Biggest Joys at the Moment:
  • my cats, they love me
  • getting better. Stronger (gym), braver (skydiving), musical (piano and (bad) dancing), more outgoing.
  • my friends
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